My prayer.

January 14, 2012

I long for transparency before God and men. This is my prayer of many years. I’m praying, claiming, and believing. God is faithful.

Dear Lord,

As I’ve been asking for many years now, I come to You again to ask that you would raise up a man of God who is well-respected, a musician, extremely intelligent, a visionary, and a dreamer who is bold, confident, outgoing, funny, sincere, caring, full of integrity and is passionate.
I realize marriage is not about me, my husband, or our relationship, but ultimately it is about Your plan and what you can accomplish through the two of us together rather than apart. We will both be called by You and be people of great integrity, and together we will be an unstoppable force to be reckoned with. One can put a thousand to flight, but two can put ten thousand to flight.
My one desire is to come alongside my husband and be his ezer kenegdo. I want to be his confidant, his closest friend, his number one fan, and his greatest encourager. I want to be the arms and legs to his God-given vision and lift up his hands when he becomes weary. I want to add value and do him good all the days of my life. I want to submit to him as the spiritual authority as he in turn submits to You. I want to relinquish rights as the head of the household and the responsiblity as the breadwinner. I am tired of carrying these burdens as a single woman that were never meant for me to bear.
I want him to fight for me, pursue me, love me, and cherish me. I want him to care about my opinion and respect my intuition as I hear from the Lord too.
I look forward to the good days and the bad days alike. You don’t get angry with someone you don’t care for. I look forward to the fights and arguments because once resolved, they’ll cause us to be even stronger, like minded, and like hearted.
I want a man who will love me more than he loves himself. You promised me You have someone for me who will “love me more than I could ever imagine.” I know he won’t be perfect; neither am I, but I will love him just the same as I hope he does for me.
I ask for a man with a dream and a vision so we can dream together and let nothing be our limit because with You, all things are possible.
I want to never take him for granted, never let the sun set on our anger, and never forget to thank You for him.
I trust in You, Lord.

I believe You have a husband for me who is a man like Joseph, Your earthly father, who will forever be regarded as a righteous man. He hears and recognizes Your voice and acts quickly without question or hesitation when You speak.
You have a man with a clear vision for me like Joseph. Because his vision is clear, he is able to walk according to his inner principles and according to Your word as he is led by the Holy Spirit.
You have a man of God for me who, like Elisha, has a mantle placed upon his life and walks boldly in Your annointing.
You have a man of God for me who, like David, has a heart for You.
You have a man of God for me who is recognized for his unwavering faith even in the midst of impossible circumstances, like Abraham, and keeps claiming the promises of God.
You have a man of God for me who will have favor upon me, value my unique gifts and abilities, and will protect my integrity and purity the way Boaz did with Ruth.
You have a man of God for me who will trust in the godly wisdom you’ve placed around him in choosing a wife just like Isaac trusted his father’s servant to be led of the Lord to find his wife Rebekah.
You have a man of God for me who will seek wisdom and not riches like Solomon.
You have a man of God for me who will lavish me with love as his wife just like you sacrificially love the church as the bride of Christ.
You have a man of God for me…
Thank you for Your faithfulness, Lord.

Every good and perfect gift is from above. James 1:17

Make haste, my beloved, and be like a gazelle or a young stag on the mountains of spices. Song of Solomon 8:14

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4 Responses to “My prayer.”

  1. cindy Says:

    Kim,
    This is beautiful…..
    God knows your heart and desire…..
    He does have that man for you…..He’s hand picking him for
    YOU right now…..
    Your words brought tears to my eyes….Your prayer is a prayer all women pray whether they are praying for a husband or pray this for the spouse they are married to….
    I love you….You are so special….and God knows how special you are…..and HE is not going to settle for just ANY MAN FOR YOU….You are His child….His daughter…and as His daughter He wants the best for you….

  2. Shanna Says:

    Kim,

    I prayed a prayer like this last year at this very same time. God answered it and by May of 2011, this man made his start in my life. God even filled in the blanks perfectly. Have faith, be strong. What I learned with faith is, once you ask God for what you want, trust him, leave it in his hands, for he ALWAYS answers them with better than what you asked for in the first place. I kept worrying, about when and where this man was to appear and one day driving home praying, God spoke to my heart these words: Oh ye of little faith; leave your prayers in my hands and cease your worrying heart. Have the faith and I will provide.
    I never released that I was so caught up and honestly excited about this man that was coming my way that in reality, I kinda lost my faith. From that day on I released it into God’s hands and moved forward with my day to day life. Within 3 weeks that man was there.
    I cannot compare situations, as each of us is different, I can say since that day my faith grew stronger in him. I wish you nothing but the best Kim. You are a beautiful strong woman and if anyone does not see that, then they don’t deserve a woman like you and you don’t need them.
    God is good and he answers prayers.. and there is more power with 2 or 3 gathered in his name than one! And that means we are all praying and rooting for you!

    I can’t wait to see what God has in store for you in 2012!

    God Bless
    Shanna


  3. I am tenderized by the expansion of your heart and how you speak with the lips of faithfulness. I pray we as women will all learn from your great revelation of how to touch the heart of God with your vulnerable escape of self. How the Father must relish each and every expression of your desire. He has placed a ring upon your finger already and mark my words, all these things shall come to pass shortly. God has heard your plea and wrapped the gift. Your husband is under the tree as we speak…. the tree of Calvary and sealed in your heart. amen, abba father thank you for hearing Kims prayers and too for teaching me how to yield my utmost desires to you. I am humbled in tears….

  4. makingapearl Says:

    I imagine this is much the same way Hannah prayed when she was in the temple pleading with the Lord for a child.


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